Dating like a guy!

I am going to tell you how I think I have dated like a guy!! I am so proud of myself! I want to go out of my way and tell you I am in NO way bashing Don.


Now Let me tell you the story. A while back...Sometime in June he got my phone number from my friend which happens to be his step sister. Which was at first weird, but it surprisingly turned un-weird(not a word) shortly after. So the first time we hung out(which was after a few weeks of talking) I was nervous because 1.) I didn't really know him and 2.) I was just plain nervous. So we hung out. It went well. I met one of his buddies. He was nice. We all had a pretty good time. So we hung out and hooked up a few more times. I never had the "butterfly" feeling when I was heading over there or while I was there. I thought it would come to me after I got to know him better. I mean I thought he was a super nice guy. The friends I met of his were nice. His family was amazing every time I was around. His kids were sweet and loving. And Haylee loved them!


Here it is the end of August and good ol' Facebook tells me he has been hanging out with another girl. And you know that feeling you get when you're told or you read something that hurts? Like you want to be sick, or the feeling of rejection? Well when I read it, I didn't have that feeling!! (Which I am assuming is how it works when men date just for fun!)  I was more annoyed because he spelled so many words wrong(which I corrected, and then proceeded to 'unfriend' him.I don't know, I was probably being a little bit childish on that one, but whatever, I can't take it back now.) But anyways. Don't get me wrong-I was at first upset when he wouldn't just tell me we were over, whatever we were. But then I was thinking about it, I think I just wanted him to want me. Which is NEVER the route to go.

I only have one regret--

So alas, I wish him the best of luck in ALL of his future endeavors! Any women would be lucky to have him. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart. Good Luck Don! :)