Lost

Have you ever gone so long without talking or seeing someone and you really miss them but since you've gone so long without speaking to them you don't even know how to start to talk to them without everything being awkward....yeah I'm there right now and I feel like my best friend is leaving me and my pathetic life behind...I want to do something about it but I'm at a loss.someone help....

The big 25

So my 25th birthday was on Friday...which made me quite depressed because not only was I supposed to go to Wisconsin to watch my cousin, Jonathan, play hockey in his senior year at Stevens Point, or because most of my friends were out of town, or because I spent my birthday at Chuck-E-Cheeses but because I have been without a vehicle since before Chistmas!!!! Side note; My car mount rusted through making my engine fall down a bit, which in turn made my alternator burn through a whole bunch of wires making my car not run. My brother-in-law and my bosses husband fixed what they could then proceeded to tell me a laundry list of OTHER things that is wrong with my car. My transmission fluid is leaking, my break lights don't work, my radio doesn't work,my inside car lights don't work, my high setting of my heat doesn't work,and last but certainly not least my coolant is leaking so ungodly bad that my car is not even remotely drivable. So the kick off to my new year has been great. Anyways...my new years sucked, my birthday sucked and if this trend keeps going the way it is currently going my year is going to suck as well!


God I hope this year gets a little better!!

Its really none of my business...

But Im going to vent anyways.

So there are these two couples, four people, that I know...through a friend of a friend...anyways these two couples are married...we will call them...Brian and Cara-Lee..and Rick and Sherry...I dont know much about Brian and Cara-Lee but I was under the impression that they we're totally in love. She was going to Medical school in a different state so she was away from Brian a lot. But when they were together they were deeply in love with each other.  She was never nice to me but I didnt care, I never really liked her either...she thought she was better then everyone...which was not the case...she was a bitch and talked about people behind their backS. Now Rick and Sherry are high school sweethearts. They met in school and they got married..had two children and were living out their happily ever after until Brian and Cara-Lee stepped in. Brian and Rick were best friends and so was Cara-Lee and Sherry. Brian and Cara-Lee would frequent to Rick and Sherrys house because they live on a nice lake and they also like to pretend they are in their teens-when in reality they are in their late twenties and late thirties...So Rick and Cara-Lee would stay up late every time they were together, even after their spouses would go in to sleep..and they would just "talk" (Im sure that was all they did)....but anyway long story short they are both getting divorced because Rick and Cara-Lee aRE selfish jerks who dont think about anyone but themselves. Brian wanted to have kids and a life with Cara-Lee..But all Cara-Lee wanted was to Break up the marriage of Rick and Sherry. I feel awful for Sherry and Brian. I know they are devastated because BOTH of their spouses are now together..

So all I really want to say is...even tho you are a doctor you are still a BITCH. Brian was probably the best thing that has ever happened to you and you are throwing it away...for what, Rick?! A Balding, cocky, selfish, doesnt give a shit about any thing, almost 40 year old man who is cheating on his wife with you? Sorry honey....if he cheated with you....he will cheat on you. He will find a younger version of you and you will be out on your ass...And you won't have anyone to blame but yourself because you threw Brian out like yesterdays dish water. After he has tried countless times to work things out with you , even after you have cheated on him and repeatedly lied to him. YOU ARE RIDICULOUS AND YOU CLEARLY DON'T HAVE A HEART!

And I know only God can judge you but I am pretty hot about all this.

Too Bossy?!

Haylee has been in school for about two months now. Which means PARENT/TEACHER CONFERENCES!!! So today being my day off we had stayed in our pjs all day. I got dressed but not too dressed up, I didn't want to seem too eager! I left plenty of time to get there, I was a little nervous because I know what Haylee is like..


I get to her class like 10 minutes early. uughhh so I stall by talking on the phone...then I walk as slowly as possible into the building...but it's like freezing out, so not too slowly. I look at my phone and see I still have 5 minutes! I stop in the bathroom, go pee, wash my hands, check my teeth, check my nose for boogers. I check my phone and IT'S TIME!!! I silence my phone, take a deep breath and walk into Haylee's class room. By this time I have all but giving my self a stroke by working myself up! Her teacher is so nice! So we sit down at a miniature table where Haylee's papers are already sitting! The first thing she says is they gave her an assessment test sometime within the past week and Haylee is doing great(And then I hear the 3 letter word that I CAN'T STAND..), BUT...lately she has been a little bossy! She likes to "be the teacher" and when the other kids aren't listening, she often yells at them to be quite! My first thought is UUUUUGGGGGHHHHHHH! but then I think about it, and that can be worked on! The teacher also says "Haylee knows all of her colors, shapes, and numbers, and half of the letters in the alphabet!!!" Which I then think "YESSSS, my kid is a super genius!!!" I might have jumped a little on that one because she still eats her boogers...but whatever! 


So long story short; she is bossy and likes to yell,which I already knew..because I live with her, AND she is a child genius! So good job Haylee! You're doing a great job and I couldn't be more proud of her! I love you Haylee!! Keep up the good work! 


Now all I need her to do is Sleep in her own bed all night long...

Hi.

Wow. It has been awhile hasn't it bloggers?!  Well a lot has gone on since I last blogged. Haylee hasn't gotten in trouble at school! YAY!! I should reward her..but I haven't it, yet. The bachelorette party was a blast! I obvi drank too much. But it was so much fun! Hanging with all of my cousins! Last weekend was the wedding!! My cousin Sara, the bride, looked beautiful!  Look here is the Happy couple!!  Congratulations to Mr. and Mrs. Rick(Frank) Suarez! If you are wondering why I called him Frank it is because when Sara first started dating Rick, I honestly thought his name was Frank. So his name just stuck. I even got my mother to think that was his actual name. 


So this past Sunday I have NEVER been so scared in my life. My four year old woke up in the morning and couldn't take a full breath. After every word she spoke she had to stop to take a breath. So I told her to go lay down to try to calm down. I was going to take her and my nephew, Alex, to Splash Universe for a surprise. Well she couldn't calm down so I didn't want to take her without knowing she was going to be alright. So I told the kids we were going to Urgent Care just for a quick second to make sure it was okay for Haylee to go to the water park. So we get there and after a breathing treatment the 'Doctor' says we have to go the Emergency room and that he has already called an ambulance for us. My first thought is 'What did he just say? I cant understand a damn thing he just said." Then I thought "What am I going to do with Alex?" So before I even call my brother to come pick up his son, the paramedics are already there hooking my four year old up to oxygen, and MORE breathing treatments. So I just start to cry. I feel awful for her. After they get her loaded up in the 'Bus,' they decided they needed to get to the Hospital ASAP, so they hit the lights and sirens and got to the hospital fast. I was so scared. 


Long story short I found out she has asthma, which is what she was having, an asthma attack. She also has pneumonia which is what most likely what caused  her attack. She was on oxygen for 2 days and had to take breathing treatments every 2 hours...But now after 3 long days we are finally home and resting.

Thank you to everyone who said a prayer for my little nugget. I greatly appreciate it.


Still not dating. Yay me. Im still working on me!

A whole week down.

Happy Friday everyone. Well here is a little update on Little Miss Haylee Preschool debut. She has NOT gotten in trouble again since that 1st day!! Yay!! It could be because pretty much every day before she gets out of my car I basically threaten her life. But I like to think its because she is actually listening when her teacher tells her to do something. Oh and another little bit of good news...My 4 year old who didn't know how to pump her legs on the swing a week ago now being in school knows how to!! YAY! I have never been more proud of her when she started screaming "MOM, LOOK AT ME PUMPING MY LEGS!!" while at daycare on Wednesday. So my little baby girl is growing up too fast. I need to take her out of school so she doesn't grow up faster then I'm ready for...


Love life?! HA! that's a joke.But I have had an ex text me the other day..and another guy I used to 'know' has been calling and texting me for about a week now...

Just recently I was told by my mother that I am not 'Marrying Material!!' WTF?! Well actually she didn't say it...someone was telling her that I wasn't. But still. That kind of pissed me off. I think I would make a pretty good wife. I mean I cook, I clean(mostly). I am a generally nice person. I am a DAMN good mother, and when push comes to shove I can be a hell of a lover. So tell me Blog readers..what doesn't make me "marrying Material?" People really need to mind their own damn business. I wasn't even present for this conversation to stick up for my self either. But now that I am thinking about it, it really pisses me off!! I want to be happily married one day. To a guy who is not a lying, cheating, good for nothing loser! I want a real man! A man who will love me through thick and thin. A man who thinks I'm beautiful even after I wake up. A guy who will rub my feet or shoulders when I'm having a rough day. A guy to draw me a bubble bath after our kids go to bed so I can finally relax after a long day of taking care of our children and house work or God forbid work! I would willing do the same for him of course...And I think I would make an amazing wife. So to the guy who said I not "Marrying Material" I say you can go to hell, and mind your own damn Business!!!!! 


Alright well my rant is over. Everyone have a great weekend. I know I will!! Bachelorette party tomorrow!! :3

Where oh where.

Where has the time gone?! It feels like just last week I gave birth to my little munchkin.  Just yesterday since she started walking and talking and being mouthy. But no it was 4 years ago and now my little baby just started her first year of school. I mean its preschool but still she is gone for 3 hours on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Its a big step. Now, I knew she would have a little difficult time because I have been with her everyday for the past 4 1/2 years(OMG WHAT?!)and i know well she listens to me. Or my fellow co-workers...or even my family members.  (in case you missed it..that was sarcasm) But I honest to God thought she would at least wait until next week for her teacher to see her true colors...that was certainly not the case. Her first day of school was today...and the first day was not a huge success. Mind you her BFF of all time is also in her class. So when the two of them get together it normally doesnt end well. And sure enough they both got in trouble today for fighting/hitting each other with bean bag chairs!! WHAT?! So they sat in time out...both of them. And that was pretty much all the bad that happened today. Maybe Friday will be a little bit better?! I pray it is better for everyone.

Lets see what else is going on? Not to much. Two friends of mine got married on Saturday!! Congrats Jo and Tom!!! I'm glad I got to spend your special day with you guys!! Love you both!!!


Also my Cousin Seth and his lovely new wife Abby also got married this past weekend! I was unfortunately not able to attend their wedding but judging by the pictures Abby looked beautiful and Seth looked handsome as ever!! I'm sorry I couldn't make it but I love you both and I'm so happy Abby is officially FINALLY part of our family!

I have a canker sore...or rather I bit my lip while eating a tootsie roll..and now I continue to bite it...and it just keeps getting worse. lol 


My love life is currently dried up! I am taking a break from men so I can work on myself. I need to love me before I can ask someone else to do it. So go me!

Thats all for now...Ill keep you updated on Haylee's progress at school...I'm sure it will be very entertaining to you!