Sorry.

So Ive been looking over the past couple of blogs and it looks like I've been pretty bitter about "Country" lol So I am writing this apology.

Ive said lots of mean things about him. He's never treated me like crap, really. He never hit me. He never called me names.He never said bad things about me. He was an over all good guy. I just wanted a guy who shows me affection and he clearly wasnt the one. And im not sure if he totally fucked me over like i said in previous blogs. But i did feel like maybe he just dragged me along for a little while. but whatever this is an apology and I am sorry I said those mean things about you. I hope in the future if we ever happen to run into each other that it wont be too awkward. :)

I wish him all the best in love and life. Im sure he will make some women fantastically happy, it just wont be me.

That being said. I am very much in like with a boy. He likes me too. And I am perfectly happy for the time being. That is all I will say about him for now. :)

Everyone have a good July 31st! :)

Karma or something else?!

So here I am at a parade when my friend tells me some very sad news. That she ran into "Country" the night before and met his new girlfriend!! At first, I was pretty upset. But then I remembered two things. 1. He kinda fucked me over. and 2. I'm talking to a guy who treats me 100 million times better then he ever did. So the sad of it went instantly away. Therefore my weekend was spent with said guy. So Monday comes around and my said friend from above tells me "Country's" new girlfriend is engaged to someone else!!!! Now I let that soak in and while I do I think of two more things. 1. "Karma or Divine intervention"?! and 2. "Man, that really sucks for him, and if we were still on speaking terms I would tell him. But we aren't, so I won't." I'm hoping he thinks about me enough to read this but again I doubt he will.

So this said guy from above is a super nice guy. He is easy to talk to and makes me laugh. That is all I am going to say about him because we just started talking and I dont want to ruin it before it begins! So wish me luck!!!

Ex.

You don't get to call me in the middle of the night just to hear my voice. You don't get to make me feel bad because I don't want to talk to you. You don't get to tell me you miss me. You don't get to ask me if I miss you. You don't get to ask me to come over. You don't get to ask me if I'm happy. You don't get to say you're sorry. You don't get to wait this long and except me to come back. Because I'm not. EVER. I don't want to be with you. Now or ever.

To my ex boyfriends.